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So, pretty much done with a lot of things. And people and places. We're going to get our LTCs next month. I was upset and scared enough to not want to go to school after the Paris things because of the Worcester things and the long history of things I have already (and you all have already) gone though/witnessed. It's embarrassing to talk about how much current events really bug me, but I've been told for 8 years now that it's strongly advised for me to not read the news. I don't even want to carry one, I just want two in the house. I don't think that's bold or unreasonable.
I looked up the requirements for Canadian citizenship today because we've been talking about it for months, after school is over just ... leaving. You learn how to not see the people you love on a regular basis. He still has family up there. His mom visits every year, I'm thinking we go next time to check things out.
My world is small. I am always a little uncomfortable lately.