May 31, 2008 23:48
monday is surgery day.
at this point i just can't wait to go home, and i can't wait for wine walk, and i can't wait for july 22. and of course. i can't think about waiting for the idol tour.
i wrote a novel about casey today (well, you know, not a novel but. it's just ridiculously long) and really what it came down to is that i don't know what is worse. knowing and being hurt or not knowing but still being hurt. whatever.
i miss you love
i miss you like crazy
now wherever you are
i'm sorry i never saw you shine