tonight was rather epic
first off, smoking in a group christine cautioned everyone that in case we were to get caught to salvage her bong. and literally a minute after she said that, someone coming back from a check to make sure no one was around kicked her bong directly and the mouthpiece broke clean off. it was like a beheaded animal right in the eyesight of all of us (we were sitting in a circle)
so she got mad and we went back inside and then she was okay again. so courtney left and then we decided to go for a ride. so we are packed and ready to go and we see someone we all know and as christine was telling her about the beheaded bong, christine dropped her peace on the concrete and it totally completely shattered. It was like the worst scenario in life. all her implements were destroyed in a matter of minutes. tragic.
so we got this other guy's peace and drove around some (well, i did. i love to drive when i'm high) and smoked more so we were all really high. then we got back to campus and went to this room of boys who were fine i guess. then christine and i talked and went for a drive to wendys to get that long lost dinner i never had. so we did that and drove around a lot and then came back to campus when christine realized she didn't have insurance on her car right then (whoops. hahaha. but we did come immediately back!!!)
Then we got to school and drove around for way too long looking for a parking spot. we finally parked by the frats and started to walk back to her building because she didn't have a fob to get in. so we threw away our trash in the dumpster and kept walking. about midway, she stops dead and says "oh my god, i think i just threw my phone in the dumpster"
so we walked back and i called it and we couldn't hear anything, so we went to her car and it turned out to be buried in the seat cushions. praise the lord. so we did that and finally got back to her building and room and all was well.
and then i had a trippy peaceful walk across campus to my own room.
but tonight i basically told christine the root of every relationship problem or fear that i've ever had. and she totally listened all the way through. my misteps and mishaps seemed to entertain and enthrall. it's amazing to think of all that's happened to me, even from my own perspective.
i have basically been thinking about andrew (the second important one) a whole lot, wondering how he is and if maybe i should have given him a chance.
i need to learn when to give in and when to give up
but in other news, i think i'm ready to move on and let this ghost go. i've drug it around the world for ten months and it's time, i know it is. i just wonder if it'll ever be something like the same again
work in 5.5 hours. I hope I can wake up in time.
so she got mad and we went back inside and then she was okay again. so courtney left and then we decided to go for a ride. so we are packed and ready to go and we see someone we all know and as christine was telling her about the beheaded bong, christine dropped her peace on the concrete and it totally completely shattered. It was like the worst scenario in life. all her implements were destroyed in a matter of minutes. tragic.
so we got this other guy's peace and drove around some (well, i did. i love to drive when i'm high) and smoked more so we were all really high. then we got back to campus and went to this room of boys who were fine i guess. then christine and i talked and went for a drive to wendys to get that long lost dinner i never had. so we did that and drove around a lot and then came back to campus when christine realized she didn't have insurance on her car right then (whoops. hahaha. but we did come immediately back!!!)
Then we got to school and drove around for way too long looking for a parking spot. we finally parked by the frats and started to walk back to her building because she didn't have a fob to get in. so we threw away our trash in the dumpster and kept walking. about midway, she stops dead and says "oh my god, i think i just threw my phone in the dumpster"
so we walked back and i called it and we couldn't hear anything, so we went to her car and it turned out to be buried in the seat cushions. praise the lord. so we did that and finally got back to her building and room and all was well.
and then i had a trippy peaceful walk across campus to my own room.
but tonight i basically told christine the root of every relationship problem or fear that i've ever had. and she totally listened all the way through. my misteps and mishaps seemed to entertain and enthrall. it's amazing to think of all that's happened to me, even from my own perspective.
i have basically been thinking about andrew (the second important one) a whole lot, wondering how he is and if maybe i should have given him a chance.
i need to learn when to give in and when to give up
but in other news, i think i'm ready to move on and let this ghost go. i've drug it around the world for ten months and it's time, i know it is. i just wonder if it'll ever be something like the same again
work in 5.5 hours. I hope I can wake up in time.