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so my show was last weekend. it went really well; i only messed up choreography on the nights my friends were there. typical. i have a crush on a boy in the musical, and his whole family has a crush on me, probably including him, but thats complicated. anyway, his mom adores me and she knows i have said crush. they're throwing a huge cast party for us on their farm in a month or so when harvest is over, so we'll see how that goes. maybe i will have forgotten about him by then. i mean, this is ME after all.
as of right now ive secured the position of makeup/hair designer for the king and i which runs in january. hopefully by then i will still be interested in doing it. this is ME after all.
to those of you who came, thank you sooo much for your support. you have no idea how much it means to me that people love me and care about what i do enough to see something i created. and to those who promised to and then didnt come without good reason, im pretty disappointed and i know its lame but no amount of smoothing things over or apologizing will fix it. i might be civil to you but ill never hold you as near and dear as i did before, and im at peace with that. if you dont care enough to see my show, we probably werent that good of friends anyway, and im ok with that. im just not wasting any more time and effort or feelings.
oh! this girl i was in the show with is friends with the counter manager at clinique and told her all about me and that was really nice of her because she didnt even know i needed another job and we didnt talk much during the show...i guess she just liked me. anyway theyre hiring part time, and shes giving her my contact information and vice versa and hopefully the hours they need people will work out with the hours im not in school. here's hoping!
tomorrow im going to see foo fighters with my mom, and we will drool over davey, and it will be hot and weird because we will be there together lusting after him.
much love
as of right now ive secured the position of makeup/hair designer for the king and i which runs in january. hopefully by then i will still be interested in doing it. this is ME after all.
to those of you who came, thank you sooo much for your support. you have no idea how much it means to me that people love me and care about what i do enough to see something i created. and to those who promised to and then didnt come without good reason, im pretty disappointed and i know its lame but no amount of smoothing things over or apologizing will fix it. i might be civil to you but ill never hold you as near and dear as i did before, and im at peace with that. if you dont care enough to see my show, we probably werent that good of friends anyway, and im ok with that. im just not wasting any more time and effort or feelings.
oh! this girl i was in the show with is friends with the counter manager at clinique and told her all about me and that was really nice of her because she didnt even know i needed another job and we didnt talk much during the show...i guess she just liked me. anyway theyre hiring part time, and shes giving her my contact information and vice versa and hopefully the hours they need people will work out with the hours im not in school. here's hoping!
tomorrow im going to see foo fighters with my mom, and we will drool over davey, and it will be hot and weird because we will be there together lusting after him.
much love