sickness and death
my head hurts and my ears are killing me. i think my head will explode. i hope this explosion happens soon because i will welcome the pressure change.
lately i've had horrible nightmares. last night i woke up in the middle of a dream where i had two sets of arms and one of my right arms was cutting off my left. in most cases, dreams like this means that one of your arms is asleep. however, it wasn't the case in this instance.
Another night i had different dreams but I don't remember them. All I do remember is waking up three times in the night in the middle of a panic attack. Oh now I remember. It was the same dream over and over again. I was late for everything. it was like I was awake but I wasn't which made it all the more stressful to go back to sleep.
another dream had to do with a date that I went on once, but the guy wants to go out for a second date. In my dream, we go on a second date and for whatever reason we go to his place and the next thing I know he is raping me and then hacking me to pieces. I escape by jumping out a four story window and dying on impact. yeah.... so ironically when i wake up after this pleasant dream I go to check my email and that guy in my dream IMs me first thing in the morning. haha. creepy.
no second date for you.
my cousin has given me my own private stock of tylenol PM. hopefully the nightmares will stop. my head will explode. my ears will pop.
yes, all will be right in the world.
lately i've had horrible nightmares. last night i woke up in the middle of a dream where i had two sets of arms and one of my right arms was cutting off my left. in most cases, dreams like this means that one of your arms is asleep. however, it wasn't the case in this instance.
Another night i had different dreams but I don't remember them. All I do remember is waking up three times in the night in the middle of a panic attack. Oh now I remember. It was the same dream over and over again. I was late for everything. it was like I was awake but I wasn't which made it all the more stressful to go back to sleep.
another dream had to do with a date that I went on once, but the guy wants to go out for a second date. In my dream, we go on a second date and for whatever reason we go to his place and the next thing I know he is raping me and then hacking me to pieces. I escape by jumping out a four story window and dying on impact. yeah.... so ironically when i wake up after this pleasant dream I go to check my email and that guy in my dream IMs me first thing in the morning. haha. creepy.
no second date for you.
my cousin has given me my own private stock of tylenol PM. hopefully the nightmares will stop. my head will explode. my ears will pop.
yes, all will be right in the world.