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Eve and I broke up again. Suprise suprise. She says she's pregnant. I'm tired of her, always bitching. I'm an asshole. Other than that life is good. I work for a real electrician company. It's kind of a smaller company. Been in business for 25 years. they will help pay for school. If I stay with it, I'll be set for life so anyone want a roomie?
I'm seeing Kristin's sister, kind of, I told her I wouldn't be her boyfriend until she gets a job and she gets her GED. I don't want her to be a barefoot mother. Ya know, like if something happens to me, she's not stuck and she can support herself. She's way more intelligent than she plays off. It's annoying. I'm teaching her how to drive my car. It's an auto so it's like a go kart. Anyway, she drove down a main road today for 10 miles or so in heavy traffic so I was majorly proud of her. It reminds me of when Eve and I started out and I'm sad. Eve is such a good girl sometimes. Torri got the short end of the stick because Eve felt threatened by her, as she should have been. Torri's a hot bitch! :) I don't know what to think. On one hand I'm overjoyed by Lisa, just everyday she makes me laugh about something. It just feels so good to laugh like that. On the other I cut off my Evie, that's like cutting off my own arm or piercing my heart with a spoon. I just feel empty without her being silently by my side. We needed the breakup though, Our relationship is way unhealthy. Everyday it's a fight about the same old thing. I think she's cheating on me with the guy garret and she thinks I'm cheating on her with Lisa. Well, emotionally I was, Lisa stole my heart. She let garret put his finger up her butt though and I felt violated because no man should ever violate another man's girl like that. He even had a girlfriend too. So yeah. Things suck in my relationships right now. Work is so great though. It's what keeps me sane. I just think about work all day long. I'm rambling so I'll go now thanks for reading, whoever reads this.
I'm seeing Kristin's sister, kind of, I told her I wouldn't be her boyfriend until she gets a job and she gets her GED. I don't want her to be a barefoot mother. Ya know, like if something happens to me, she's not stuck and she can support herself. She's way more intelligent than she plays off. It's annoying. I'm teaching her how to drive my car. It's an auto so it's like a go kart. Anyway, she drove down a main road today for 10 miles or so in heavy traffic so I was majorly proud of her. It reminds me of when Eve and I started out and I'm sad. Eve is such a good girl sometimes. Torri got the short end of the stick because Eve felt threatened by her, as she should have been. Torri's a hot bitch! :) I don't know what to think. On one hand I'm overjoyed by Lisa, just everyday she makes me laugh about something. It just feels so good to laugh like that. On the other I cut off my Evie, that's like cutting off my own arm or piercing my heart with a spoon. I just feel empty without her being silently by my side. We needed the breakup though, Our relationship is way unhealthy. Everyday it's a fight about the same old thing. I think she's cheating on me with the guy garret and she thinks I'm cheating on her with Lisa. Well, emotionally I was, Lisa stole my heart. She let garret put his finger up her butt though and I felt violated because no man should ever violate another man's girl like that. He even had a girlfriend too. So yeah. Things suck in my relationships right now. Work is so great though. It's what keeps me sane. I just think about work all day long. I'm rambling so I'll go now thanks for reading, whoever reads this.