色々な事
割れた心があるため：
お前。
待っている。
喧嘩（けんか）。
無聊（ぶりょう）。
不動（ふどう）。
かいけつ：
Stop trying because really, you're not even making an effort.
Stop waiting & cultivate patience.
Stay calm and in control.
Keep self preoccupied.
Move around.
..
Actually, 'to not give a fuck' is a wayyyyy better solution.
I should learn to become detached like you
:)
.. lol. you will never know of this.
Since my the laptop died, I lost my lengthy e-mail that was addressed to you.
So I've decided to summarise what I had wrote:
I'm beginning to lose feeling for you because frankly, I don't feel like you're trying in this relationship.
Communication is wearing thin and it's really getting to me.
We don't e-mail back. I send you e-mails. You sent me one e-mail. That's it.
We don't SMS each other.
You hardly go online. However when you do, you randomly disappear without saying goodbye. You'd hate it too if I did that too.
I thought we would've had at least ONE international call together. But I guess not.
Tell me, is it worth waiting for you or not?
Because every night, I wait and wait and wait for you to come online but you never do.
Should I just give up? Because i feel like i'm just setting myself up for disappointment.
I'm really confused.
お前。
待っている。
喧嘩（けんか）。
無聊（ぶりょう）。
不動（ふどう）。
かいけつ：
Stop trying because really, you're not even making an effort.
Stop waiting & cultivate patience.
Stay calm and in control.
Keep self preoccupied.
Move around.
..
Actually, 'to not give a fuck' is a wayyyyy better solution.
I should learn to become detached like you
:)
.. lol. you will never know of this.
Since my the laptop died, I lost my lengthy e-mail that was addressed to you.
So I've decided to summarise what I had wrote:
I'm beginning to lose feeling for you because frankly, I don't feel like you're trying in this relationship.
Communication is wearing thin and it's really getting to me.
We don't e-mail back. I send you e-mails. You sent me one e-mail. That's it.
We don't SMS each other.
You hardly go online. However when you do, you randomly disappear without saying goodbye. You'd hate it too if I did that too.
I thought we would've had at least ONE international call together. But I guess not.
Tell me, is it worth waiting for you or not?
Because every night, I wait and wait and wait for you to come online but you never do.
Should I just give up? Because i feel like i'm just setting myself up for disappointment.
I'm really confused.