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I don't even have the fucking money to pay for the application fee. Stressful time and now I've just broken down in front of mom. This feel terrible, I feel terribly insecure about everything that college says it isn't. Which is what it is. A money-sucking machine that leaves everyone in debt. I do believe we already are so please spare my family all the unfortunate reprecussions of your dreadful institutions. Why is it okay for colleges to put students through this, am I the only one?
I feel terrible. And now off to two birthday parties.
I just hope that none of my friend applying for college have to feel the way I do right now.
I feel terrible. And now off to two birthday parties.
I just hope that none of my friend applying for college have to feel the way I do right now.