Oct 04, 2007 16:29
So, here I am. Trying to write, but not getting past the second paragraph. Crap. Usually I have a problem with the first sentence, then I'm fine. It looks like my writer's block is spreading. Soon, it will be a full blown disease. Which I guess it has been for the last year and a half, since I haven't written anything in that long...
Unfortunately, I'm high on darvocet right now, which might not be helping. It helps with the flow of ideas, but train of thoughts just sort of... get lost in the haze. (By the way, I'm taking narcotics for pain, not drug abuse... although, it is fun to abuse, too.)
I'm anxious, but sort of excited. Like I can feel some sort of change on the wind. God, I'm ready for a change. It doesn't even necessarily have to be something good. Just a change. Anything that inspires, helps me grow, gets my blood boiling, so to speak...
Well, I should stop procrastinating and go back to trying to cure this writer's block. Gah.
nonsense