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ive felt just shitty 24/7 for as long as i can remember. but it is the worse ive been in so long tonight.
i just want a broken heart i didnt cause myself.
theres some karma stuff id like to explain. not just about mine, but about how it goes all the way around for everything that was done wrong, and it happens to everyone. but :x.
im going to eat myself alive or something drastic is going to happen.
im gonna marry amber. i think she'd be a superb wife.
me and stephen are fine.
i dont really like pictures when i wake up. and its too bright. and i have a headache.
I'd rather you'd never heard my voice.
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And hidden in the public eye
Such a stellar monument to loneliness
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect make-up, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by...
Well this is one time, well this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most
nothing
i just want a broken heart i didnt cause myself.
theres some karma stuff id like to explain. not just about mine, but about how it goes all the way around for everything that was done wrong, and it happens to everyone. but :x.
im going to eat myself alive or something drastic is going to happen.
im gonna marry amber. i think she'd be a superb wife.
me and stephen are fine.
i dont really like pictures when i wake up. and its too bright. and i have a headache.
I'd rather you'd never heard my voice.
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And hidden in the public eye
Such a stellar monument to loneliness
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect make-up, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by...
Well this is one time, well this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most
nothing