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this is all too real, yet so unrealistic. I've talked to, hung w., just been in the same room with these boys a thousand times..and now..
Zach BE OK I kno ur strong enough to make it.
Matt, i dont kno much of...but God I hope everything is ok.
Nathan..i cant say his name and not cry. I don't care if we werent best friends he was NATHAN...he is nathan and my prayers are with his family so so much..as with all u boys' families.
this is too intense. a thousand things are running through my head. I don't kno anymore.
u never kno when its going to be done..over...or someone is going to be taken from u. this was so unexpected and that's how it usually happens.
im not afraid im going to die...im afraid it could all end and this is the life i will be living...things need to change. im not leaving having accomplished.........
nothing.
Zach BE OK I kno ur strong enough to make it.
Matt, i dont kno much of...but God I hope everything is ok.
Nathan..i cant say his name and not cry. I don't care if we werent best friends he was NATHAN...he is nathan and my prayers are with his family so so much..as with all u boys' families.
this is too intense. a thousand things are running through my head. I don't kno anymore.
u never kno when its going to be done..over...or someone is going to be taken from u. this was so unexpected and that's how it usually happens.
im not afraid im going to die...im afraid it could all end and this is the life i will be living...things need to change. im not leaving having accomplished.........
nothing.