you just wanted to be missed
i kinda wish that i was single cuz i like the way that guys look at me. like im something new and special. like they wanna get to know me. but i love jaret, but hes never here. which shouldnt matter cuz none of my friends do anything to go out and meet ppl anyway. its like theyre happy with their friends and they dont wanna meet anyone new who might mess things up. well i wanna meet ppl cuz my friends arent really partiers. all they do is sit and watch movies and drink mt dew. thats almost as bad as "getting wasted and dancing" which is what barrone does... i saw daves myspace today. there was a creepy pic where her eyes and mouth were switched with his and its pretty fucked up.
i hate how jaret never believes me. i saw the barn ghost today and i thought hed be interested but hes not. so livejournalers, i shall tell u my story :)
i was at the barn tonight, alone. it was about 6:10 or something and i had just gotten my horse out of her stall. she was facing me and i grabbed the lead rope to attach it to her halter and i just glance at her and right above her next to the rafters was a body floating with broad shoulder, a dark green robe... and no head. i looked away and looked again and nothing was there. so i was hosing off my horse and she kept looking at the bathroom door. there was nothing there but her ears were all perked up and she kept inching toward it. i was putting away the hose and stuff and i walked my horse back into the barn and she stopped and turned her neck to look out the door and when i went to see what she was looking at, i saw something race across the driveway... in green. but i looked where it had gone and i didnt see anything. so i put her on crossties and went out to my stuff back in the trailer and i heard a noise that sounded like a wrench tightening something. i got closer to my trailer and it seemed to be in a little workshop area with some tools and whatnot... but there was no one there and i had just seen jake pull in and he didnt have time to be there already. so i was freaked out... so i put martha in her stall and got the hell out of there. it was creepy shit... fer real i was sooo scared :(
only i would wash my horse in a downpour :)
she got really clean tonight
i wish my bf didnt treat me like i was dumb
i also wish that i could go to a club and tease boys
so my bf would be scared cuz i think that he thinks that ill always be around
:::NEWSFLASH::: he can lose me as quick as he got me if he keeps this shit up :)
boys are dumb and they dont realize things like this
i made chokers tonight since i couldnt find one i liked in a store
they arent really pretty and theyll fall apart easily
jaret prolly wont like them cuz i made them
...i dont care... i like my chokers :)
peace
i hate how jaret never believes me. i saw the barn ghost today and i thought hed be interested but hes not. so livejournalers, i shall tell u my story :)
i was at the barn tonight, alone. it was about 6:10 or something and i had just gotten my horse out of her stall. she was facing me and i grabbed the lead rope to attach it to her halter and i just glance at her and right above her next to the rafters was a body floating with broad shoulder, a dark green robe... and no head. i looked away and looked again and nothing was there. so i was hosing off my horse and she kept looking at the bathroom door. there was nothing there but her ears were all perked up and she kept inching toward it. i was putting away the hose and stuff and i walked my horse back into the barn and she stopped and turned her neck to look out the door and when i went to see what she was looking at, i saw something race across the driveway... in green. but i looked where it had gone and i didnt see anything. so i put her on crossties and went out to my stuff back in the trailer and i heard a noise that sounded like a wrench tightening something. i got closer to my trailer and it seemed to be in a little workshop area with some tools and whatnot... but there was no one there and i had just seen jake pull in and he didnt have time to be there already. so i was freaked out... so i put martha in her stall and got the hell out of there. it was creepy shit... fer real i was sooo scared :(
only i would wash my horse in a downpour :)
she got really clean tonight
i wish my bf didnt treat me like i was dumb
i also wish that i could go to a club and tease boys
so my bf would be scared cuz i think that he thinks that ill always be around
:::NEWSFLASH::: he can lose me as quick as he got me if he keeps this shit up :)
boys are dumb and they dont realize things like this
i made chokers tonight since i couldnt find one i liked in a store
they arent really pretty and theyll fall apart easily
jaret prolly wont like them cuz i made them
...i dont care... i like my chokers :)
peace