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so if u dont wanna hear what i have to say then dont read this. that makes sense right? well apparently not cuz some ppl still dont get it. and livejournal is hardly the internet cuz ive tried to search for ppl on this and its pretty hard. especially when most of these are friends only. ive also blocked some ppl from commenting cuz i dont like comments if theyre not nice. and i have the right to delete them cuz its mine and i do what i want ;)
haha so she never confronted me which is funny. cuz i have no problem with alissa until she tries to back someone who i never knew was mad at me. and just cuz i dont like her car. u guys need to pick ur battles a little better. and ive been thru way worse shit with my friends and theyd still stick by me no matter what. so ya know what? i guess u cant lose what u never had. so i guess u never were my friends.
god i gotta get outta syracuse. i hate it. i cant wait for cortland or oneonta. i just wanna go where no one knows me, where they dont expect so much from me and where i can just be myself with ppl who actually like me. i cant be around ppl who dont want me to express myself and who think my opinion is wrong. and bringing jaret into this was real mature. what did he ever do to u?! id defend him but what for? this isnt about him ya dumb bitch :P
wow the last episode of Solitary is on and its pretty intense. i wish my life had intense moments like that. i wish i had some fun in my life or something crazy to happen. thats why i love being with jaret cuz everyday is new and different. being here depresses me especially with all the highschool drama. go smoke some weed and talk to me ya'all mellow out a little. hah
i rode my horse today and talked to mary and kara forever. i talked to june too. her and jake were pissed cuz a certain someone parked on the lawn.. sucks. i told her we should paint the jumps like the jumper ones all brightly colored and stuff... ok well my tv is more important... peace :)
haha so she never confronted me which is funny. cuz i have no problem with alissa until she tries to back someone who i never knew was mad at me. and just cuz i dont like her car. u guys need to pick ur battles a little better. and ive been thru way worse shit with my friends and theyd still stick by me no matter what. so ya know what? i guess u cant lose what u never had. so i guess u never were my friends.
god i gotta get outta syracuse. i hate it. i cant wait for cortland or oneonta. i just wanna go where no one knows me, where they dont expect so much from me and where i can just be myself with ppl who actually like me. i cant be around ppl who dont want me to express myself and who think my opinion is wrong. and bringing jaret into this was real mature. what did he ever do to u?! id defend him but what for? this isnt about him ya dumb bitch :P
wow the last episode of Solitary is on and its pretty intense. i wish my life had intense moments like that. i wish i had some fun in my life or something crazy to happen. thats why i love being with jaret cuz everyday is new and different. being here depresses me especially with all the highschool drama. go smoke some weed and talk to me ya'all mellow out a little. hah
i rode my horse today and talked to mary and kara forever. i talked to june too. her and jake were pissed cuz a certain someone parked on the lawn.. sucks. i told her we should paint the jumps like the jumper ones all brightly colored and stuff... ok well my tv is more important... peace :)