Midnight Thoughts
Whenever life is too much for me, I check out into my imaginary world. This happens a lot because I tend to notice way too many things. Things I cannot change. Things that are distasteful to me. Things that I don't like about myself.
Also in the "too much category" are interpersonal relationships. Being vulnerable and open to someone else's pain used to be so overwhelming to me when I was younger. Now it's not so much, but in my early twenties I felt like I was going to be swept out to the emotional sea without anything to hold onto. I'd like to think I have a raft, and could still see the coastline.
Just some random midnight thoughts.
Also in the "too much category" are interpersonal relationships. Being vulnerable and open to someone else's pain used to be so overwhelming to me when I was younger. Now it's not so much, but in my early twenties I felt like I was going to be swept out to the emotional sea without anything to hold onto. I'd like to think I have a raft, and could still see the coastline.
Just some random midnight thoughts.