life sucks again
so yea. i got this email from addie, basically stating that she has no interest in me whatsoever. so i know where i stand with her now. thats good. and it sucks. oh well, ill move along with my life. and speaking of my life, the last few days have been horrible! is it just me, or is everything in this world now hellbent on my discontent? i mean, today at work i had the customers from hell, and sunday i was lonely and wanted just someone to cuddle with, and couldn't get anyone but julie for 25 minutes. that just plain sucks. and the one thing i could have set up so that i was happy for a few days (nikki wantin to come over tuesday) was dashed when i realized id be in chicago for the entire day. so that sucks too. everything is falling into place now, and its lookin like a really rough couple of days, hoorah. also, i have to do a huge art project, as well as write a completed bibliography for a 10-15 page paper, and i havent even done any research on that. so im screwed on that as well. yaay. things suck, and are they gettin better? prolly not. what the fuck did i do to deserve this shit? im a nice guy, i help people, i dont talk shit about anyone really, i am a nice person. i dont really think i did anything nearly this horrible to get whats been happening the last few weeks in particular. regardless, i dont like it, and im sick of it, i need some pot. later