Too many teardrops for one heart to carry on
awww eff...
I don't know what I want or what to do.
I just thought things were so good until he can't even tell me what's up?
He was supposed to be here right now and I was supposed to be in his arms, but instead I'm crying a bit and don't know what to do next.
And to top it all of there is so much advice from every which way that I don't know what to follow.
My eyes are tired and screaming for sleep yet my brain just keeps on talking,..
I let myself finally fall completely and it just hurts so much....
Even boys buy shots and paying for tabs isn't good enough to heal the sadness in my heart.
Life changes so much everyday and I just want clarity...
Really is that too much to ask for?
I had to come here because really I have no where else to go to just let some random thoughts go...
Sadly enough tomorrow I'm going to be left here with only my thoughts to deal with....
Too much thinking time... Way too much
Really I just want you that's all just send me something just one little bit and all will be well...
Forgive and forget...
Instead I'm just left with these 96 tears...
Is anybody out there?
I don't know what I want or what to do.
I just thought things were so good until he can't even tell me what's up?
He was supposed to be here right now and I was supposed to be in his arms, but instead I'm crying a bit and don't know what to do next.
And to top it all of there is so much advice from every which way that I don't know what to follow.
My eyes are tired and screaming for sleep yet my brain just keeps on talking,..
I let myself finally fall completely and it just hurts so much....
Even boys buy shots and paying for tabs isn't good enough to heal the sadness in my heart.
Life changes so much everyday and I just want clarity...
Really is that too much to ask for?
I had to come here because really I have no where else to go to just let some random thoughts go...
Sadly enough tomorrow I'm going to be left here with only my thoughts to deal with....
Too much thinking time... Way too much
Really I just want you that's all just send me something just one little bit and all will be well...
Forgive and forget...
Instead I'm just left with these 96 tears...
Is anybody out there?