Jan 24, 2007 12:23
I had the worst dream last night where I was having a baby and I'm not talking pregnant I'm talking there was a baby head hanging out of my vagina for most of the dream! I swear I woke up and I was dilated...
In the dream though my Grandfather was there and he has of course passed on... I asked him if he was ready for me to have a baby and he said he had been ready since I was born... And he held my hand and gave me a hug...
I think had to be transported to Afganastan (sp) because my husband was from there and I was going to have this baby in a warehouse type thing... My mom was leading me to my bed and I looked over and by the restrooms my grandfather was sitting there with my grandmother and they looked like they did when I was a kid... He was young and full of life and she was healthy and not crazy...
I could never have the baby though it would never fully 'come out' and I was so upset about it and noone seemed to be to on top of it...
I was walking through dark streets sending text messages that I was about to have a baby...
I woke up and I just started crying... I miss my grandfather sooo much he played dad for a few years while my parent s