jaded
some people are meant to be completely different. and to them it may seem that they have been treated unfairly. the translators, mediators, the people who are always in the middle of everything. the optimist. i don't think it's unfair necessarily. how can it be? no one has it easy. and i'm irritated.i don't know why for sure, but i'm thinking of ending this soon. maybe not though...we'll see. i have to figure out what's best for me. that's the most important thing.
just got back from my mom's today. this past week has been entertaining in the worst way. my vegetarian sister was forced to eat meat, because apparently she has a bad diet. and THEY are only concerned about her health. funny though. i left because it seemed as though everything had to do with conformity. not eating meat is something different.
not only were the photo albums whipped out (are they always in such a convenient place?) but so where the home videos. hours of home videos (hell). the young me was often referred to as "her" by my mother, when she was speaking to me. i'm not one to advise therapy but you know what they say about desperate times.
there is all kinds of stuff going on in the next couple of weeks. i'm almost excited to see what all happens. there are a lot of things to decide when graduating. wow...
sleep is the next step i guess. church early tomorrow. can't hardly wait.
just got back from my mom's today. this past week has been entertaining in the worst way. my vegetarian sister was forced to eat meat, because apparently she has a bad diet. and THEY are only concerned about her health. funny though. i left because it seemed as though everything had to do with conformity. not eating meat is something different.
not only were the photo albums whipped out (are they always in such a convenient place?) but so where the home videos. hours of home videos (hell). the young me was often referred to as "her" by my mother, when she was speaking to me. i'm not one to advise therapy but you know what they say about desperate times.
there is all kinds of stuff going on in the next couple of weeks. i'm almost excited to see what all happens. there are a lot of things to decide when graduating. wow...
sleep is the next step i guess. church early tomorrow. can't hardly wait.