what is this? so suddenly
well i guess i'm even more stressed now. a lot of bad stuff is going on in my life. don't you hate it when you are so stressed that the back of your mouth/throat area aches? maybe that just happens to me. i just found out that i probably won't be able to take that class this fall. so i guess i'll be starting college even LATER than planned. which makes me wonder if i'll ever get to go. this feeling really sucks. and none of my family seem to care.