Gone
I have lost control of my life. I've lost touch with myself. I can no longer read my own emotions. I'm pitifully weak. Wonderful boys are asking for my hand in dating. I can't even give that away. I hold onto a silly crush even when much less ephemeral opportunities show up. Why am I so distraught over distance? Why is dating someone on campus so much more appealing than off? Is it because it's a really great person, or am I just flirting with convenience. I've already posted these lyrics, but I have to post them again. Usuall we cry over songs that remind of us an ex, or songs that are about heartbrake. This song made me cry.
So we think that we're important
And we think that we make sense
And we think there's something better on the other side of this fence
And you can soak your bread in gravy
You can soak your bread in soup
But the car that you are driving doesn't really belong to you
So you know you'll always be waiting
Always be waiting
For someone else to call
I feel that i'm relequated to that destiny, and I don't know how to escape it. I'm going to take control of my life. As my first act of dictatorship over myself, i'm going to go have a BM.
So we think that we're important
And we think that we make sense
And we think there's something better on the other side of this fence
And you can soak your bread in gravy
You can soak your bread in soup
But the car that you are driving doesn't really belong to you
So you know you'll always be waiting
Always be waiting
For someone else to call
I feel that i'm relequated to that destiny, and I don't know how to escape it. I'm going to take control of my life. As my first act of dictatorship over myself, i'm going to go have a BM.