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I'm not upset because he said no.
Well, I'm upset about that but I'm not heartbroken. I found out that he's not interested, so now I don't have to put forth any effort into him.
I'm upset because people think I hate everyone.
And if people think I hate everyone then I will always be alone.
I want to be more than the world for someone.
And I don't want to wait 10 or 20 or 30 years to find that person.
I'm more afraid of there not being a person like that for me.
I don't like being alone, or falling asleep alone, or eating alone, or anything else alone.
I don't need someone else to define me, but I'd like someone else to complete me. To be an additive that can only make me better than I already am. Not necessary, but wanted.
Well, I'm upset about that but I'm not heartbroken. I found out that he's not interested, so now I don't have to put forth any effort into him.
I'm upset because people think I hate everyone.
And if people think I hate everyone then I will always be alone.
I want to be more than the world for someone.
And I don't want to wait 10 or 20 or 30 years to find that person.
I'm more afraid of there not being a person like that for me.
I don't like being alone, or falling asleep alone, or eating alone, or anything else alone.
I don't need someone else to define me, but I'd like someone else to complete me. To be an additive that can only make me better than I already am. Not necessary, but wanted.