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So I started thinkin' last night as I lay tryin ' to sleep, and I realized that I haven't really cried for the lost of my Grandmother. When it all comes down to bein' sad and wantin' to be upset I can't, I'm just reminded of all the thins she couldn't do anymore do to the illness that she can do now in the afterlife.
It's these little thins that keep back the sadness, the thought that my Grandma'ma is healthy again in a sense is all I need.