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2008 was shit and 2009 started good, but now my mind has takin' over and
I'm just havin' a repeat of the last three/four years of my life.
I know what the cause of all of this is, but I'm just not up to make
the change I need to break free from this all.
It's Shana, she uses the out of sight out of mind trick on me.
She says it's cause she gets upset when we don't see each other for a
couple weeks. That's normal I tell her and it is. She just needs to grow up
and decide what the hell she wants from our relationship, I mean I'm goin' to be 23.
I do have plans for how I wanted my life to play out, and I think after bein' with
someone for three and a half years you'd want to live together. I would, but she keeps
talkin' about not bein' ready to move out yet and all the other somewhat legit reasons
for not wantin' to leave home.
I'm just gettin' to the end of my rope and don't think I can do this anymore...
I'm just havin' a repeat of the last three/four years of my life.
I know what the cause of all of this is, but I'm just not up to make
the change I need to break free from this all.
It's Shana, she uses the out of sight out of mind trick on me.
She says it's cause she gets upset when we don't see each other for a
couple weeks. That's normal I tell her and it is. She just needs to grow up
and decide what the hell she wants from our relationship, I mean I'm goin' to be 23.
I do have plans for how I wanted my life to play out, and I think after bein' with
someone for three and a half years you'd want to live together. I would, but she keeps
talkin' about not bein' ready to move out yet and all the other somewhat legit reasons
for not wantin' to leave home.
I'm just gettin' to the end of my rope and don't think I can do this anymore...