Jan 19, 2005 01:17
i swear i'm not trying to be emo, but i'm pretty sure everytime i say something, i always fuck something up. I get attatched too quickly, i always open my mouth when i should keep it fucking shut, i trust people to easily and am very open with people. I feel so worthless right now and it isn't because i have low self-esteem even though i do sometimes just like everyone, its cuz from my recent experience i haven't been able to say anything without it coming out alll wrong. emo post x 2. I put off all my hw today, forgot that i have a quiz in the morning which i am in no way prepared for, not going to do any of my hw because i'm not going to have time tonight because i have been moping in my own emotional pile of shit. i wish i could leech off SA and put :emo: :emo: even though i know its not funny. I'm not sure if i'm overreacting or what but iuno. I swear i cant say a single sentence without contradicting myself and making no sense. I do appreciate all the people that are there for me, it does mean a lot.