once more with feeling
dear universe
i would like an estimate for how long a streak of bad luck can go for, because s e r i o u s l y. at fifteen i broke my finger playing basketball, and then at 30 i broke my toe chasing a dog through the kitchen. i figured it would be at least 15 years till my next fracture, if ever, but nope. barely a year later and i'm already on bedrest with a compressed spinal bone. i guess this means no more bouldering for me, which is a bummer because it was fun. it also means the diving course i'd been planning on taking in june is off the table.
the most frustrating thing is that just before this, everything was finally starting to be on the up and up, too. especially at work. i was so looking forward to being certified by my birthday.
i'd been having a bunch of thinky thoughts about kindness (and my recent dwindling well of it for anyone outside of my kids and my friends) and how much of an issue with authority i actually have (DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO GDI) and about how avengers endgame was chock full of feels but ultimately problematic as a whole movie (it should've learnt from the vmars movie about fan service making for murky plots and unnecessary runtimes) AND also about how captain marvel is my new favourite and marvel needs to make all the sequels, stat, but all this entry really made me want to do is mope and wallow /o\
i would like an estimate for how long a streak of bad luck can go for, because s e r i o u s l y. at fifteen i broke my finger playing basketball, and then at 30 i broke my toe chasing a dog through the kitchen. i figured it would be at least 15 years till my next fracture, if ever, but nope. barely a year later and i'm already on bedrest with a compressed spinal bone. i guess this means no more bouldering for me, which is a bummer because it was fun. it also means the diving course i'd been planning on taking in june is off the table.
the most frustrating thing is that just before this, everything was finally starting to be on the up and up, too. especially at work. i was so looking forward to being certified by my birthday.
i'd been having a bunch of thinky thoughts about kindness (and my recent dwindling well of it for anyone outside of my kids and my friends) and how much of an issue with authority i actually have (DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO GDI) and about how avengers endgame was chock full of feels but ultimately problematic as a whole movie (it should've learnt from the vmars movie about fan service making for murky plots and unnecessary runtimes) AND also about how captain marvel is my new favourite and marvel needs to make all the sequels, stat, but all this entry really made me want to do is mope and wallow /o\