I'm fed up with RL, so nothing personal, kseanmeganseanMarch 18 2006, 07:40:22 UTC
You stay the fuck chipper!!! And pretend everything is fine too!!! And if you don't wanna do that anymore, well then get pissed off at whatever it is that pisses you off (like me right now maybe) and chew somebody/me a new one. Stalk somebody, write a slice, cuddle with your dog. Think about God, the real one or the one from the bible, whatever. Go stalk your flist and leave comments what S.U.N means. Read through everything qaf_retread recced. Write some porny porn, watch some porny porn. I have enough scars for the both of us. And yes, that's not helping. Whatever. Stay the fuck chipper, you hear me?!?
More pointless stuff in this pointless universe: I'm leaving for home. Which means I have to catch my train in fifteen minutes. So I'm off without having time for second thoughts with this comment... Pretending is good, Brian does it, we all do it, so do that ♥
Re: I'm fed up with RL, so nothing personal, kepicallytiredMarch 18 2006, 07:44:36 UTC
that's what i'm doing.
and what i will do.
you and i are both fed up with real life...
there was someone else i was gonna go live in a cave next to... i think it was happier_bunny wanna come?
we'll find three caves, be hermits, with broadband, and ocassionaly get together to sigh over the dreamyness that is b/j and then go back to being hermits.
sounds like a plan...who's in?
i just needed to post, and i prolly shouldn't have. prolly should have done all the lying and pretending and stuff without telling people i was doing it.
i am reading the new rec on re tread, and as for writing a slice. if i write one right now, justin will end up in some kind of well... so i think i'll write my "push your luck" story... except i lost the link to where to post that.
sounds like a plan:)seanmeganseanMarch 18 2006, 16:36:40 UTC
Oh, I'm in! Would probably even be comfy without cable. Just need B/J and LJ and I'm good. Occasional group drooling over B/J with bunny and you - perfect. Wouldn't mind dogs or cats either...
Re: sounds like a plan:)seanmeganseanMarch 18 2006, 20:46:33 UTC
dogs and cats welcome (they can't speak, thus they're very welcome)
Good thing we'd each get our own cave because sometimes the conversations I have with B/J in my head get a little out of hand and I start having them for real...oh and fanfic might be dangerous as well, I think there'd probably be a lot of LOL-ing and the occasional sob coming from my cave .... are there sound-proof caves? *off to check* :D
Re: sounds like a plan:)seanmeganseanMarch 18 2006, 21:00:07 UTC
no phones... you want something from me...good. great. fuck off. I wouldn't need a phone, I could always stalk you on lj. That's right, cause I'm inventive like that *evil laughter*
Re: sounds like a plan:)epicallytiredMarch 18 2006, 21:06:35 UTC
you can stalk me all you want. you don't ask me for anything... maybe a slice now and again... that's really not a problem, i'm gonna write them anyway.
and you don't spend time telling me that it's useless to write b/j fic and i should do something "worthwhile" with my free time.
you don't get upset about what it means to YOU that i lost my job, or got sick.
you generally aren't just selfish when it comes to shit about my life, because bottom lien the only thing that affects you is if i can't type or lose my muse... and i don't mean that in a mean way.
grrr... sorry, aggravated with those who are asking me for things i can't provide at the moment, and mroe importantly... dont' want to provide at the moment.
Re: sounds like a plan:)seanmeganseanMarch 18 2006, 21:30:20 UTC
sorry, aggravated with those who are asking me for things i can't provide at the moment, and mroe importantly... dont' want to provide at the moment.
No reason to be sorry... I know expectations from others can be worse than our own unfulfilled dreams for ourselves, they needn't be, and probably shouldn't be - but I'm still looking for a way to come into my own when my parents are concerned, sometimes *shrugs on her side of the cave* - besides I told you before, feel free to vent away - having a voice and being loud is good *nods*
Talking of my parents, my mom is watching 109 - and she didn't even tell me! *lamely quotes the "can you stand it" loser from 113/114*
Re: sounds like a plan:)happier_bunnyMarch 18 2006, 22:46:28 UTC
grrr... sorry, aggravated with those who are asking me for things i can't provide at the moment, and mroe importantly... dont' want to provide at the moment
why are we always so very misunderstood? I say look at my icon and tell them that.
Re: sounds like a plan:)epicallytiredMarch 18 2006, 22:52:20 UTC
are you asking me to write justin in a well?
i mean, i could probably do that... i've had some well like thoughts about what to write lately... it wouldn't be a "slice" because um... that wouldnt't work but i could probably arrange something... although i probably shouldn't
I have enough scars for the both of us. And yes, that's not helping. Whatever. Stay the fuck chipper, you hear me?!?
More pointless stuff in this pointless universe: I'm leaving for home. Which means I have to catch my train in fifteen minutes. So I'm off without having time for second thoughts with this comment... Pretending is good, Brian does it, we all do it, so do that ♥
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and what i will do.
you and i are both fed up with real life...
there was someone else i was gonna go live in a cave next to... i think it was happier_bunny wanna come?
we'll find three caves, be hermits, with broadband, and ocassionaly get together to sigh over the dreamyness that is b/j and then go back to being hermits.
sounds like a plan...who's in?
i just needed to post, and i prolly shouldn't have. prolly should have done all the lying and pretending and stuff without telling people i was doing it.
i am reading the new rec on re tread, and as for writing a slice. if i write one right now, justin will end up in some kind of well... so i think i'll write my "push your luck" story... except i lost the link to where to post that.
la la la
S.U.N.
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Now, we just have to decide where!
ps. my dr. gives me my happy pills in samples too! And it sucks to not realize you've run out and have no more to make ya happy!
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Ok, so no Justin in a well...
The link should be here I think. Take care *hugs*
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and dogs or cats allowed??? um... you think i'm going anywhere whithout my v-she-swa? nope.
dogs and cats welcome (they can't speak, thus they're very welcome)
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Good thing we'd each get our own cave because sometimes the conversations I have with B/J in my head get a little out of hand and I start having them for real...oh and fanfic might be dangerous as well, I think there'd probably be a lot of LOL-ing and the occasional sob coming from my cave .... are there sound-proof caves? *off to check* :D
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the key is... no phones... you want something from me...good. great. fuck off.
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and you don't spend time telling me that it's useless to write b/j fic and i should do something "worthwhile" with my free time.
you don't get upset about what it means to YOU that i lost my job, or got sick.
you generally aren't just selfish when it comes to shit about my life, because bottom lien the only thing that affects you is if i can't type or lose my muse... and i don't mean that in a mean way.
grrr... sorry, aggravated with those who are asking me for things i can't provide at the moment, and mroe importantly... dont' want to provide at the moment.
[shrug]
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No reason to be sorry... I know expectations from others can be worse than our own unfulfilled dreams for ourselves, they needn't be, and probably shouldn't be - but I'm still looking for a way to come into my own when my parents are concerned, sometimes *shrugs on her side of the cave* - besides I told you before, feel free to vent away - having a voice and being loud is good *nods*
Talking of my parents, my mom is watching 109 - and she didn't even tell me! *lamely quotes the "can you stand it" loser from 113/114*
In case you need A little less conversation, a little more action :D...
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why are we always so very misunderstood? I say look at my icon and tell them that.
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i mean, i could probably do that... i've had some well like thoughts about what to write lately... it wouldn't be a "slice" because um... that wouldnt't work but i could probably arrange something... although i probably shouldn't
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