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OH and i forgot, i might haev maybe hurricane party. But if you're afraid of going outside in strong winds of hurricane then you prolly wont wanna come, because i for one like to play in hurricanes. Maek papaer airplanes maybe. Oh shit nevermind rain fucks up paper. HHey im bored. hurricane hurricane im so happy! i love wind. wind is your friend. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA,. ok i go byebye time to go pass out.
i mean sleep....time to go to sleep..........
im such a l053r k1d. lol. im what you call a "fuck-up". Not to go on a pity party or anything, mind the tacky and uncool expression for a lack of better words. But its true....im just one big stupid fuckup. I kno i could be like fuckin doin good in school in shit....but you dojnt know me or how my mind thinks. I know its easy...just get up and do the work, but for soem reason my mind just takes the fuck over at morning time and its like no go back to bed...fuck school, even tho once im awake i kick myself in the ass for not going. thats my dilema. everyone thinkis i dont care, but i do....i just cant win...and i am my own enemy. its wierd and it sounds like bullshit, but i guess thats a logical reasoning. I wish someone could fucking relate vbecause i just cant fucking get out of bed. And on top of that i yhave a sleep insomnia and its here to stay till the day i die. hence why im up at fucking 2:30 in the morning. ok i really cant see what i type anymore its time to go. byebyebye (bye bye bye bye) i dont wanna be your fool, in this game for two. ohmigod where the fuck did a backstreet boys song come from. WTF ever happened to them did they break up or something? i dont even know....i listened to them back around pre-middle school. And yes, along with nsync. I dont give two shits if u think thats gay either. Because at the time, i loved it. Anyway, im a little drunk. FUCK i mean tired. tried. and as for today, well....i dont know if it was a good day or a bvad day. It wasnt really either.....i feel like a dissappointment, and i know im right. I can never keep anything right. I can do it for awhile but thern i just gufkcing givee up and its ohmigod alcohol just hit me. ok time to go bye.
i mean sleep....time to go to sleep..........
im such a l053r k1d. lol. im what you call a "fuck-up". Not to go on a pity party or anything, mind the tacky and uncool expression for a lack of better words. But its true....im just one big stupid fuckup. I kno i could be like fuckin doin good in school in shit....but you dojnt know me or how my mind thinks. I know its easy...just get up and do the work, but for soem reason my mind just takes the fuck over at morning time and its like no go back to bed...fuck school, even tho once im awake i kick myself in the ass for not going. thats my dilema. everyone thinkis i dont care, but i do....i just cant win...and i am my own enemy. its wierd and it sounds like bullshit, but i guess thats a logical reasoning. I wish someone could fucking relate vbecause i just cant fucking get out of bed. And on top of that i yhave a sleep insomnia and its here to stay till the day i die. hence why im up at fucking 2:30 in the morning. ok i really cant see what i type anymore its time to go. byebyebye (bye bye bye bye) i dont wanna be your fool, in this game for two. ohmigod where the fuck did a backstreet boys song come from. WTF ever happened to them did they break up or something? i dont even know....i listened to them back around pre-middle school. And yes, along with nsync. I dont give two shits if u think thats gay either. Because at the time, i loved it. Anyway, im a little drunk. FUCK i mean tired. tried. and as for today, well....i dont know if it was a good day or a bvad day. It wasnt really either.....i feel like a dissappointment, and i know im right. I can never keep anything right. I can do it for awhile but thern i just gufkcing givee up and its ohmigod alcohol just hit me. ok time to go bye.