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Today nothing happened. Not one damn thing. Kendall has some spinal deterioration thing, and im jealous. Id glady take the disease anyday and let her not have it, but i guess im not a fucking superhero huh? I hate this. Its always the stupid simple shit that i have trouble with...everything else i have figured out. How the hell did that happen. i wish someone was here more than anything, just to talk and hug. I dont even care who. I dont even know. I wish i had some fatal disease, and that could be my case. Drama drama drama, on an already terrible day. When is my day gonna be? Every dog, or fox for your amusement, has it's day. I just want this shit fixed. Wheres my fucking fix-a-life quick kit? My life is spiriling, defying every law of gravity, and at the same time falling faster than anything possible. I just need someone to talk to i guess, to get out of this house filled with so many bad memories...and this. How i do love the laura akins, and the way she always seems to cheer me up when im down...and how we can talk about everything. It's just great, wouldnt trade it for the world. I love how blink has grown so much. I still love some of their older albums...their catchy and they have a good sound to them, but the newer stuff is more what i like. I just realized i have a voicemail on my cellphone. I'll check it in a minute...because this is one of my favorite song on this cd..and im going to listen to it until my ears fall off. Thats one thing ive noticed...i love my music louder than anyone else can take....which i just realized is probly why im going deaf lol. but thats okay, my ears went for a good cause.
Im out. call me and make my night. 529-9797
Im out. call me and make my night. 529-9797