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[epic1elegy]

today was..alright although i did not see jan its all good. my dads b-day was celebrated today, i hope he liked it. i went to school it went by super fast...we have an away game this friday at freedom highschool (osceola county) and then saturday(my birthday) we have a manditory show at the seminole county marching festival. we rehersed what we are doing but we still have to learn 10 sets in one day, thats gonna be fuuuun! (not) well i feel the erge to break somthing, i think im falling for shannon again, this sucks....alot. i just dont know what to do anymore, this is so gay so im just gonna continue with my school work and make my gpa a priority and have fun whenever possible but seeing as i am always cooped up in this house its not very likly. i hate having a one way street its like i have my whole life to a method. get up, take a really hot really long shower, brush my teeth, wash my face, get dressed, get my backpack ready, get in the car, go to school, sit on the patio next to the student union, go to designated class for that day..then either go to library or cafeteria and then i go to class, im usually barly late and then i go to lunch sit down listen to music walk around and eventually go to the libraary just so i do somthing then i go to class. after class i either go to the lockers then band rehersal or straight to the bus then walk a mile home...after that i sit and do ABSOLUTLY NOTHING. i play video games and chat about meaningless crap and then i eat dinner or go to band (fridays and mondays) and then i get home take a really long, really hot shower and brush my teeth and then wash my face then get dressed then go to bed. when i wake up the next morning...i do it all over again in sequential order.

WOW my birthday is gonna be so boring! like always.