sorry

[epic1elegy]

lily i am so sorry, i never lied to you, the whole time was not an Act please believe that you are a beautiful girl, all this bull shit is my fault when i asked you out i was confused about alot of things and you unfortunately got hurt in the end...im so sorry i never ever lied to you(as corny as that sounds)you have to believe that every word i

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lillie

[anonymous]

Dude, you knew everything before you asked me out and all that. And i really think that if you like someone a lot... like i liked you, then petty things don't matter. But apparently that means nothing to you. It's like: size doesn't matter when you're laying down....i am kidding. But i still don't get it. and i probably never will. And lets see, next week, i get to get it on with a complete stranger, smoke up and not care. i really did stop for you. I thought that you would care when i told you that i stopped smoking. But none the less. I feel sooo shitty now, that i could REALLY go for a bowl right about now, because pot makes you happy. and if that's what it takes, then so be it. Probably the next time i get money, i will some or something. Or do Whip its, they are awsome 30 second highs. but i'll do what ever it takes to be happy. and he's the part where i don;t know what to say. I feel stoned now though. so yeah.. LACK OF SLEEEEEEEEP.........fuck dude. Fuck, what a weird word. Shit this is trippy....i can go 27 hours without sleeping and be high as fuck, but it's not the same as smoking......*thinks of the old days and misses being happy* God, gaming kids are great. And were you really jelious or whatever of the all the guys i hang out with? if it really bothered you, you could have talked to me. I still really don't get why you broke up with me, but hey, i am not perfect. in fact, i am far from it, veeeeery far. here's PERFECT: 100% ME: -2945% i think that eventually, i may have some kind of self-esteem, but for right now, it's shot. Thanx