Apr 25, 2005 00:14
this nervous shake that has grown accustomed to my body is somthing i cannot bear with much longer
it seems that the thought of you spurs it on. i must ask of the thoughts to be dismantled within my head
if there was fairness in this world the chaos would cease to exist within the shallow confines of my psyche. the torturous thought of life after love is what tears me in two.
it makes me realize i have no place after experiencing the true feeling of that fatal kiss, the silky touch of your finger tips on mine.
its no surprise to me that you think im weak, pitiful. i see this as well.
what did you see in me that was so swell. after spending long tedius time periods on presumptious thought i have discovered i am unworthy of any other. you are the one that made this thought come into light.