Apr 04, 2007 08:18
So what can I do to change my situation? How can I make this work for myself? How can I make myself happy?
These are the questions that I have been asking all year. My general discomfort always escalates into a little freak out crisis explosion directly before registration. Then it calms...back to the dull throb of disconnect between what I want and what I have...I'm getting really tired of the sound of my unsatisfied self.
What right have I to my complaints? I'm the one who created this beast. Now I've got to ride it.
Someone fairly brilliant once said to try and love the questions themselves.
Well...I'm trying, but I've been asking for too long.
[whine whine whine]
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[whine]