Mar 24, 2006 02:23
Suspense, this is a sudden urge for tranquility, that feeling before the doors open in front of you. Yes. And then you follow the introduction, the righteous climb towards free, unbottled air. All this in leahterbound simplicity like pawn advancing one square at a time, all choices have already evaporated, the control staring at its other in contempt and curiousity. But am I welcome here? you wonder as the narrator changes between different points of view. Yes, again, but this time you have to pay the fare. Its only a smile, its undeserving, but I still show you how its done. Sincerety is the key, like the ending of that formal letter -- repeating the hope for a response and maybe absolution. If this passes too quickly, I'll repeat it: smile sincerely as if asking for forgiveness. Its true, I do really want to see it. Throught it, I can see you. This is not a malicious notion, and do it like you mean it -- effort is the key, punctuation left out. Now you can enter the free world, uninhibited, except post-inhibition. Suspense appears again, you can't tread air forever. Sadly, the wait was too long and the sky has changed suddenly but gradually enough for no one to notice the change occuring. This was the profound gesture that labeled you infinitesimal. So I will ask again for a smile and then ask, how are you?
Silence is golden.