weight battles
I'm stuck at 113. For anyone else, this would be fine. For me, and my fucked up brain, this is way too fucking much. I dried diet shakes; I workout 3-5 times a week; I try to be careful about what I eat. I still look gross and still hate the way my body looks. I feel like the only way this is going to change is if I continue to workout and restrict my calories. I wish I could have someone else's better, toned body, rather than mine :(