First, I took something from him that he cannot effectively utilize anymore. Something I don't believe he truly needs any longer. He's so twisted and contorted that he can no longer see or think straight anyway, so very close to that delicate melting point, and I wonder how much longer it'll be until he's beyond repair entirely?
Second, he's outside. He can't answer you right now, though. ♥
Third, even though he permanently hurt himself long before I even came back to him, in ways far beyond what I could ever do to him... Why? What could you possibly do to me?
The card that will ultimately fix, justify, rectify everything.
Outside somewhere. Probably not too far from apartment building 2, considering that's where he came from. ♥
Is that not what it truly means to love someone? To show them all sides of you, and for them to do the same to you? This is a mutual relationship, the one Juudai and I share; it is one full of pain and sorrow, yet still... I find no fault in it.
Oh, he's not fending for himself... he'll always have me, of course. He's not going to die... just suffer a bit. After all, if I chose to do so, I could torture him horribly. His defenses are no obstacle to me; I could shatter them with minimal effort. He'd be screaming for mercy. But he knows there'd be none from me. I'd make him suffer for days, and I'd enjoy every last bit of it.
He's not going to die because even if you tried (and I have no doubt you would if you thought it would help you), I wouldn't let him die! And even though you say you won't kill him, what you've done to him both today and the other day probably seem worse than death to him!
Yeah, I still have trouble believing that, since you love torturing him so much. How is that you don't mind him suffering, as long as he lives through it? I can't even imagine... It's hard enough just to see him in pain. How can you possibly enjoy that?
Hellfire eating away gradually at every bit of my body, intensifying every passing moment until there was almost nothing left... and the voice I encountered there that told me to hold on, to survive it, because this is how he loves me, and this is how I should love him back...
You humans have such limited imaginations. It's almost enviable that you cannot even begin to fathom what I can. Is it really so hard to understand that this is the way of my love, and in the same vein, it is also the way of his?
Right. Can't enjoying torturing him if he'd dead. How could I not realize that.
Yeah, he sent you into space because he loves you, because he wanted to help you. You were hurting people, and he wanted that to stop, but he still cared about you. He didn't intend for what happened to you to happen. He didn't plan it. He didn't mean to hurt you like that!
Juudai is still human, you know. That doesn't change just because you say you love him. He doesn't like the pain, either.
Watch your tongue, boy, unless you'd prefer it ripped out of your mouth.
He sent me into space because he loves me... it is partially true. He wanted to get rid of me because of that.
He's human... he's too human. For someone with a power like his, he needs to learn to control it and stop running from everything. Avoidance is giving him nothing but grief.
I'm not going to take back what I said. I don't like you. I don't trust you. I would prefer it if you never went anywhere near Juudai again, but I know that's not going to happen. I know for a fact you feel the same way about me.
He wanted to help you. A lot of good that did him.
Oh, and I guess you torturing him is supposed to help him?
Your threats don't work on me, Yubel. I don't care what you do to me, stay away from him. Both of them.
She attacked him, took that card he's been talking so much about, and left him bleeding in the middle of the street. I've got him with me now and am watching over him.
First, I took something from him that he cannot effectively utilize anymore. Something I don't believe he truly needs any longer. He's so twisted and contorted that he can no longer see or think straight anyway, so very close to that delicate melting point, and I wonder how much longer it'll be until he's beyond repair entirely?
Second, he's outside. He can't answer you right now, though. ♥
Third, even though he permanently hurt himself long before I even came back to him, in ways far beyond what I could ever do to him... Why? What could you possibly do to me?
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Outside where?
....I don't know, but I'll think of something, damn it! How can you say you care about him, then turn around and hurt him like this?!
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The card that will ultimately fix, justify, rectify everything.
Outside somewhere. Probably not too far from apartment building 2, considering that's where he came from. ♥
Is that not what it truly means to love someone? To show them all sides of you, and for them to do the same to you? This is a mutual relationship, the one Juudai and I share; it is one full of pain and sorrow, yet still... I find no fault in it.
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...I highly doubt loving someone means to hurt them as much as you possibly can, break them, then leave them to fend for themselves.
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Oh, he's not fending for himself... he'll always have me, of course. He's not going to die... just suffer a bit. After all, if I chose to do so, I could torture him horribly. His defenses are no obstacle to me; I could shatter them with minimal effort. He'd be screaming for mercy. But he knows there'd be none from me. I'd make him suffer for days, and I'd enjoy every last bit of it.
That is, if he were anyone other than Juudai. ♥
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Don't you ever get enough of hurting him?!
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I would never kill him.
He is my reason for existing, and if he died... it would be another who-knows-how-many centuries until we were reunited once more.
And... I couldn't bare to watch him die. Not again.
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It would defeat my entire purpose.
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It was like when he sent me into space.
Do you have any idea what that was like?
Hellfire eating away gradually at every bit of my body, intensifying every passing moment until there was almost nothing left... and the voice I encountered there that told me to hold on, to survive it, because this is how he loves me, and this is how I should love him back...
You humans have such limited imaginations. It's almost enviable that you cannot even begin to fathom what I can. Is it really so hard to understand that this is the way of my love, and in the same vein, it is also the way of his?
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Yeah, he sent you into space because he loves you, because he wanted to help you. You were hurting people, and he wanted that to stop, but he still cared about you. He didn't intend for what happened to you to happen. He didn't plan it. He didn't mean to hurt you like that!
Juudai is still human, you know. That doesn't change just because you say you love him. He doesn't like the pain, either.
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Watch your tongue, boy, unless you'd prefer it ripped out of your mouth.
He sent me into space because he loves me... it is partially true. He wanted to get rid of me because of that.
He's human... he's too human. For someone with a power like his, he needs to learn to control it and stop running from everything. Avoidance is giving him nothing but grief.
...Then again, what doesn't?
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He wanted to help you. A lot of good that did him.
Oh, and I guess you torturing him is supposed to help him?
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Indeed. He shouldn't have tried to fix what wasn't broken.
I didn't torture him... yet. I just most likely gave him a nice concussion. Blood dribbling down his face really does become him so... ♥
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Johan, forget it. Yubel doesn't listen when anybody talks about that time.
...What did you do to the other me?
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She attacked him, took that card he's been talking so much about, and left him bleeding in the middle of the street. I've got him with me now and am watching over him.
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I have what I need now. It's only a matter of time before I find a way to complete it for him.
I already have a few ideas. ♥
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