Contempt Prior to Investigation
Wow.
Talk about contempt prior to investigation . . . which with some of you being in The Program, you know what that means and in what sense I mean it. And for those of you in The Program, those with more sobriety than me and who've 'as friends' tried to 'guide' and 'advise' me in this, well . . . Damn. Shame on you. It almost tastes like there ( Read more... )
Talk about contempt prior to investigation . . . which with some of you being in The Program, you know what that means and in what sense I mean it. And for those of you in The Program, those with more sobriety than me and who've 'as friends' tried to 'guide' and 'advise' me in this, well . . . Damn. Shame on you. It almost tastes like there ( Read more... )
I'm not a manipulative person; I'm pretty naive to doing such things, mostly because I've never had a reason to. The reason I'm turning my back, and shutting the door is simple: *You* were the one complaining about how you felt closed in, with Seth; you said several times that you weren't able to do anything with your friends, because Seth was deathly afraid of you leaving him for someone else, be it male or female. This is the reason why weren't able to hang out, and in your own words, why you were only able to IM or talk with people when he was not around, and without his knowledge.
You've been through this dance before, with his jealousy; I'd actually thought that you'd broken past that; you've blamed him about your relapse last year, under his pressure; and I've heard this from you recently.
In regards to the whole "convenient since he isn't in a relationship thing", don't bring my name on such charges. I haven't identified you in my LJ, and I don't appreciate the accusations you've thrown idley. I've been nothing but a gentleman to you, but that's because I was your *friend*, first and foremost. Did I make a move at all? No. Did I have the opportunity? Yes. Why didn't I? I wanted to see how you adjusted with the supposed changes in your life. But sometimes, changes are not as evident as they seem, or even changed at all.
You haven't taken a step forward in pursuing your life, you've taken a step back. There are sentiments of a few that I've seen, and believe me, Reese. We're here to help you, but if you can't help yourself in life, then I personally don't know what to say, other than have a nice life. I hope you find balance and peace, but our paths have split; I hope you finally reach wherever you travel in life, but I'm not going to the same place.
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