finally something to be happy about
(FYI at the doctor's office yesterday I was at 202 on their 'pro' scale)
Yeah it's probably due to me not having very much food or liquid in my body at the moment but considering I've been sitting at 205-207 for almost two months this strep throat I've been dealing with the last few days may be the push I need to get over the hump. I have not been under 200 lbs since I left high school and it's been one of my biggest goals this year and I am so close to attaining it. It's a great feeling to hit a goal no matter what it may be. Next goal is to hit 185 and since I've basically lost 50 lbs I think another 15 shouldn't too hard to stick to.
In other news I'm sick (they need a LJ mood that says miserable) with strep throat and yeah when I felt it creeping on last week I wasn't expecting it to tear me up as bad as it is now. My butt has a big bruise where they shot me with penicillin yesterday and the meds they gave me taste like I'm chewing aspirins and gumming them. Yummy. Last night's sleep was fucking wild, I was going through hot cold spells and I would wake up yelling b/c I was getting so frustrated and I just wanted to sleep b/c I was hoping I'd feel better in the morning. Do I feel better? slighly but my tonsil is still so swollen it's hard for me to talk (probably b/c I over did the talking and shit this weekend) and the swallowing pain still persists. Also it's affecting my right ear so I have this slight piercing pain in it and it spikes in pain when I swallow.
Wah wah wah I'm complaining in LJ but I really don't feel like being alone today with me feeling this bad.