somewhere along in the bitterness

[ephedrineblue]

hello insomnia. i feel like shit and my stomach is eating itself. i've actually lost over 10 lbs in the last month or so. only i'm not even excited about it. i'd rather be fat and happy

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[anonymous]

Obviously people don't see the decency and high moral standards that you set for yourself. There is an inherent goodness that shines in you. You care much too deeply . . . and yet that is required of us as human beings so do not forsake that; it makes you a better person. Our humanity counts more than the petty little crap that the people around you are doing. So while you need to care about other people, you can't let their choices, negativity, manipulative behavior(it's their way to control you or their environment)or their justifications for their behavior affect you. Surround yourself with love and light, laughter and joy. There are a lot of really good, kind, deserving people in the world. Care about them. And care about yourself. Don't let people waste your time. If they want to waste theirs with pettiness and negativity, walk away from it.

Look at the bigger picture. Poverty, hunger, disease, the environment, stopping abuse, etc. are much better targets for our time and energy.

Just forgive these people who are trying to hurt you, forgive yourself for falling into any negative behaviors and move on. You have so much to give . . . your heart is in the right place, just make your actions match and you will be a shining example of all that is right in the world.