Oct 13, 2006 16:43
weelll, it's been half a month. i moved into that room and painted it black and purple. i'm not sure how i feel about it. and some huge old black guy moved into randy's room yesterday. not sure how i feel about that either. why is a 40+ year old man living with a bunch of kids? oh yeah, i got a rabbit. she's tiny and soft and adorable and she doesn't have a name. any suggestions?
anyway, anecdote time..
so on wednesday i was suuuper nervous for my first econ exam cuz i've only been to two of the lectures, so i asked my boss if i could leave early at like 1:00. i went to the library and studied my brains out for 7 hrs, but when i went to the exam room and tried to look at what the kid next to me was reviewing, his book looked remarkably similar to the textbook i had for my last econ class. i thought maybe he just needed to refresh, but as i looked around, all the kids had that book. so i asked him what exam he was about to take, and after looking at me like i was absolutely retarded, said econ 101. i was like oh fuck! i'm in 102, and he's like oh yeah, my friend's in that class, the exam was last thursday. so i pulled out my syllabus and i pointed to the date and was like no look right there it says first exam is october 12th, that's today. (and again with the "i-can't-believe-you-go-to-this-school" look) the kid told me that it was wednesday the 11th.
moral of the story, i suck and i need to go to class.
what else is new.. amber and jon reneged, as did caitlin and tim. so now when my family asks me at christmas whether i finally have a boyfriend, i get to once again be the only one to say no. actually fuck that, who cares. i hate boys almost as much as i hate relationships. don't ask. l;kajsdfg
caitlin's coming next week. my laptop broke again. but it's the screen this time, which only shows bars of color. i made a new friend-ish. she's in high school, and she has quite a large crush on tony but she's fun, and i'm pretty sure she's spending the night on saturday.
speaking of boys who suck, randy finally made a move last night. i've been trying to be subtle with my disinterest cuz i don't want to lose him as a friend, but he doesn't really take hints. luckily he was drunk enough that he didn't take my response as a shut down, but instead he said something like, "well it doesn't matter that we're not each others' types, that's no reason we should stop hanging out and having fun." ahhh
why does this always happen to me? i swear most girls have zero problem maintaining platonic friendships. i don't know if it's like, i'm not all that fun, so the only guys who bother hanging out with me are the ones who were attracted to me in the first place? i don't know, but it sucks. i suck. fuck