Jan 19, 2003 14:38
There's lots going on..
Things are fucked, things are fine, things are stressed.
But I guess drinking red bull in the morning by the computer, in boxer shorts, means that thigns aren't quite as hectic as I make them out to be in my head sometimes.
I've started taking judo classes.. and I'm mainly going to fixate on practice and school from now on, everything else just fucks me up or fucks me over, *or*, of course, I do those things myself. Either or..
I went out last night, just to have a beer, and chat a little.. I'm realizing that all I'm trying to do is not disappoint myself. I could give fuck-all about family's opinion really.
But yeah.. friends and their opinions matter.