SIGH
So today sucked, I know I haven't written anything in forever - i got tired of being blamed for talking about people on a journal that while technically everyone can access it, you'd have to struggle to find it since i have 4 people know on my "friend's" list. Anyways - I had the worst morning at work, i wanted to quit but whichever - then my supervisor started crying from stress .. apparently when I asked her what was wrong she burst into tears ... i did not know it was me that set her over the edge until my GM told me. HE also told me i was unable to leave for the day until ALL the racks of merchandise (about 9 of them) were out of the backroom - wouldnt have been a big deal but they kept putting more in as it got busy through out the day - i didnt leave until about 2 hours after my shift ended - and that was AFTER i spoke to my mother who told me her best friend - My "aunt" through their friendship passed away last night at 1am. I was walking around the store putting merchandise back crying - yea, I'm a winner. I couldnt tell my GM becuase Tara, my sup had already left work crying and i didnt want him to think I was crying so i could go home - cause that wasnt it - i was just really upset - i also had a long problematic week last week when i was in charge of the store - not once did he say - hey great job with the store last week - i dont know i wouldnt have even needed that much - at least he could have not walked through the door this morning and started telling me how everything i did was wrong - cause that fucking sucks. ALWAYS. It doesnt happen so much anymore, but when it does i hate working there - i dont understand how i can be such a screw up - cause i'm not. I'm better than this. I know it, he knows it. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
GOD DAMN IT!
GOD DAMN IT!