Feb 28, 2005 12:06
We returned from Florida yesterday around 7:30-ish. The trip itself was a fun time, the drive to and from, ehh not so much. I enjoy spending time with my cousins, they are definately wild and crazy peeps yo!!
I had a good time, and I keep thinking about that. I do enjoy florida. Everytime we go i don't want to come back. I dont think its just a vacation thing either. I've been contemplating change in my life now for the past 2 years at the very least. I feel stifled here, I want something different. I dont know if moving to florida is going to be it and the thought of doing this scares me, but not to the point where i run screaming like i have to so many other changes in the past. I'm young and its time to take a step forward. It may be the wrong one, but I plan on calling the recruiter for the Southern Florida area as soon as i get her name and number, and seeing what opportunities lie in florida for me. I will know people down there, Yves and Linda, and yea Joe too, but even without people i know i think i would be ok. I have talked kristy into seriously considering the idea. We both need a change in our lives and what better time to make it than now. Seriously who's counting? but how can it hurt. If it doesnt work i can always come back to jersey with my tail between my legs, but if it does work then hoorah for me!! all i have to do is take the first step and call the recruiter. Than it should be a forward motion from there out. We'll see what happens!!
It could all lead to nothing, it could be a dream come true. It could be exactly the same life i'm leading here - but i won't know until i try.