Sep 18, 2005 00:21
...i hate to wake u up to say goodbye.
so i guess it's my turn to say i'll see u later. beginning tomorrow i will be in a new environment away from my comforts- my home, my room,my car, my friends, my family. but for some reason, i know i'll be okay..possibly even more than okay. yes, i will definitely miss all of those things that provide comfort and security to my heart, but i'm also definitely ready to see what else is out there for me to experience.
as forgetful as i can be about historical or other educational facts, i never forget people. never. i hold onto memories, unfortunately even bad ones, and they seem to hold on to me. or that's how i see it now. what i'm trying to get at, and more importantly what i want u to know, is this: i won't forget the relationships that i have made thus far in my life.
i thank all those who have genuinely been a friend and family to me.
summer is ending. it's about time. j/k it's been the longest, and maybe even best, summer i've had. it started off wonderful, took a dip, but resumed and ended w/ nothing but love. thanks to all of you who spent a many summer days and nights w/ me.
i've hugged almost all of the people that i wanted to hug before i left, and frankly, that makes me truly happy. (they were good hugs too)
i could say more..but i'll end it hear with..see u later.
There is so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go I think of you
Every song I sing I sing for you....
...So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again.