Comments | epee: you're all that i got; this town ain't big enough for you.

epee

you're all that i got; this town ain't big enough for you.

Aug 25, 2009 22:26

Today's not a good day to talk about me, so let's talk about you. ♥
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anonymous August 26 2009, 03:28:55 UTC

i saw the kakashi icon and thought you were jamie

epee August 26 2009, 04:09:22 UTC

my love for kakashi is deep and unrelenting

kamina August 26 2009, 12:14:22 UTC

DAMNIT.

anonymous August 26 2009, 03:29:16 UTC

I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER, ANNAY. ♥

epee August 26 2009, 04:09:41 UTC

I'M FEELING A LOT BETTER, THANK YOU. ♥

anonymous August 26 2009, 04:17:05 UTC

GLAD TO HEAR IT. ♥

anonymous August 26 2009, 03:44:04 UTC

The thought of making new friends and keeping those friends makes me ill. It's just too much damn work.

epee August 26 2009, 04:12:12 UTC

I honestly think that if there was only one thing in your life worth putting effort into, it would be friends. But "effort" can have a different definition than "work" and I don't think making and keeping friends should be considered work. Maybe you're just looking in the wrong places?

anonymous August 26 2009, 03:44:54 UTC

People used to ship me with one of my best friends. I can see why; we openly told each other that we loved each other, we held hands, we hugged. But there was absolutely nothing like that between us. We insisted and insisted, and eventually people backed off.

She was the person I valued most. I protected her, cheered her, comforted her. She made me remember that I wasn't just a worthless human being, made me remember the joy in life as I shared it with her. We existed separate from each other, but bound tightly together.

I haven't spoken to her in six years, but I think of her almost every day. I have no idea if she ever remembers me.

epee August 26 2009, 04:16:01 UTC

I'm the same with my best friend--I love her so much and it hurts beyond words wondering and not knowing if and when she thinks about me now since there's too great a physical distance and snail mail is the only way of contact and even then we can't share most of what we want to.

Despite everything, I know she's still thinking of you. ♥

anonymous August 26 2009, 03:52:47 UTC

now that my girlfriend has dumped me, i'm free to admit that i feel transgendered. before, i couldn't because she hated the idea of transgender in general. honestly, i'd take being open about myself over having a significant other.

anonymous August 26 2009, 04:08:20 UTC

I'm sorry about your girlfriend, but I'm glad that you feel this way. I really hope that you find people who'll support you for being you.

epee August 26 2009, 04:21:51 UTC

I feel like compromising your identity is compromising your integrity, and you should never, ever do that. I'm so happy for you.

Actually, I read a wonderful memoir this summer called She's Not There: A Life in Two Genders, by Jennifer Finney Boylan, who is a transgendered English professor at Colby College. I highly recommend it--it's funny and poignant and something I connected greatly with. If you haven't read it, I hope that you will. ♥