Merry Christmas.

[ep_idem_ic]

bahhhhumbug.

I'm not fucking cute
I'm not fucking thin
and I don't own a little piece of your heart
I never will.
or anyones.

I need my dad right now, I need him to scoop me up when he did when I was young and carry me, I need him to reasure me that I'm beautiful and can acomplish anything, I need him to give me a big bear hug he always used to give me before work after work and just because, I need to sit on his lap and fall asleep while we watch wrestling.

I'm a wreck.