Oi.
He's gone so often I made the mistake the other day of saying I'm single. It was to my parents up here but still. I don't feel single, but I can't help thinking I am. My life right now is soooo weird. Married no husband at home. Bills are all still getting paid but I have no real job. So much to be grateful for really.
I love my husband being able to come home on the weekends. It was so nice to have him here to watch conference with on Sunday. He left right after the last session was over. Michelle was here at the time, for she had come earlier in the day to make muddy buddies. It was pretty fun, but I know that Phil was kinda wishing she wasn't here so we could have some one on one time before he left. I don't blame him. We see each other so little these days. It's not as though life stops when he comes back. Though we both wish that it would. Sigh. Yay that he has both jobs still though. I'm very grateful for that.
It's strange getting a taste of what it would be like back when women were always at home and men were not. Frontier wives and such. Men going out to hunt and only back to sleep really. Only my man seems to me to just sleep on weekends. haha. Life is so funny. Full of irony.
In other news on Saturday I was able to re-organize my kitchen and my file cabinet during conference. It was wonderful to be able to accomplish those things while listening to the greats speak with the spirit. I loved the experience over all. One of these times though, I will make it all the way to the end of the sessions without falling asleep once. Lately it's been during the last session when I loose my steam. I have no real reason to be tired I think. I get plenty of sleep. Perhaps emotional exhaustion? Not good at sitting still for four hours? Who knows.
Still looking for a job, still wondering if that's what I should be doing. Still wondering if I should really try for going back to school. I get the strong feeling that the still wondering never ends.
Oh well.
I love my husband being able to come home on the weekends. It was so nice to have him here to watch conference with on Sunday. He left right after the last session was over. Michelle was here at the time, for she had come earlier in the day to make muddy buddies. It was pretty fun, but I know that Phil was kinda wishing she wasn't here so we could have some one on one time before he left. I don't blame him. We see each other so little these days. It's not as though life stops when he comes back. Though we both wish that it would. Sigh. Yay that he has both jobs still though. I'm very grateful for that.
It's strange getting a taste of what it would be like back when women were always at home and men were not. Frontier wives and such. Men going out to hunt and only back to sleep really. Only my man seems to me to just sleep on weekends. haha. Life is so funny. Full of irony.
In other news on Saturday I was able to re-organize my kitchen and my file cabinet during conference. It was wonderful to be able to accomplish those things while listening to the greats speak with the spirit. I loved the experience over all. One of these times though, I will make it all the way to the end of the sessions without falling asleep once. Lately it's been during the last session when I loose my steam. I have no real reason to be tired I think. I get plenty of sleep. Perhaps emotional exhaustion? Not good at sitting still for four hours? Who knows.
Still looking for a job, still wondering if that's what I should be doing. Still wondering if I should really try for going back to school. I get the strong feeling that the still wondering never ends.
Oh well.