Who said life's a bitch? They were right.
So I am alive. I haven't updated this thing in forever, but I needed to vent.
I am in class and group project with this guy Vivek and he is super cute and I really like him. We've talked and he is just so sweet. Plus he has a cat named Raja which is like perfect because I had a cat named Aladdin and was going to name Herbie that before 'Herbie'. Well, I found out that the Vivek has a girlfriend. Ugh!!!! I'm so mad. Like really mad. I REALLY like this guy. I was hoping there was something there, and not just on my side. I want to cry. I was so excited because I found a guy who was smart, attractive, in college, and that is so different than the other guys I have unfortunately dated. And now I find out he's taken. *cries* Why?? Why do I have to get butterflies when I see him? It's not fair. I want to just stand up and say "I like you" like Claire in Elizabethtown, but 1) I'm too chicken, and 2) What good would it do if he has a girlfriend?
The Anti-lock Break System and Traction Control warning lights came on in my car last week and I took it in today to get it fixed. They said it was a sensor in my tire and fixed it. But tonight I was driving home and the stupid lights came back on. Seriously??? Like WTF!?! I'm hoping that it was just a glitch and it won't come on tomorrow, but if it does I'll have to call the mechanic and see if they can look at it, AGAIN. Ugh!
Ummm, in good news....yeah I got nothing. I got to spend time with friends during Spring Break last week which was nice. But it's over and that sucks. I want Spring Break back. I want a vacation. I don't want my heart to be broken. I want summer to come!!!!
OH, and we had a NYC trip for my German class on March 28th, but today I found out it got cancelled because there wasn't enough interest. :( That's the first thing that happened today that made me sad. Then it went downhill from there. Anyone want to go to the city the 28th just to hang out? I wanted to go so bad so I was thinking about just going on my own anyway.
I think I'm gonna go watch Lost now. Hopefully that doesn't depress me. *hugs* I miss you guys!
RIP Natasha Richardson. So sad. I liked her, I can't believe she died because of a skiing accident for beginners. So sad.