Jan 02, 2006 18:34
so much to say and really no time or energy to get it all out.
i hate boys..it is official.im tired of always losing out and always getting the short end of the stick.it doesn't matter how wholesome and good you think a guy is..in the end, he's still a guy and therefore is a p.o.s.!! and should i mention that i don't have precious time to waste on a p.o.s.??
i have decided that i should just remain single for the rest of my life..i seriously doubt that anyone or any kind of love i think i may have is worth all the trouble and heartache attached with it...
it makes me sad to see all the horrible things that happen in relationships...i , at this point in my life, honestly believe that i'm not meant to be in relationships..it just doesn't seem right...
when all my friends are married and starting families, im going to be the one that is always alone...no one to hold me in the cold of night and no one to spend the hellashish holiday seasons with...but for some reason, that thought is almost comforting... im not too sure that married life is all people make it out to be..i really am not certain that i could stand to spend that much time with anybody..i think i would just almost get tired of seeing that same person everyday and everynight...i could be bad..
no boy is worth my time....therefore, i shall not waste my time chasing after the 'perfect man' that just doesn't exist..not even a close to perfect person, let alone one that i could just tolerate....
but whatever, life goes on, with or without skank-ass males...
peace,
sareece