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okay, i will try to update this wretched thing again. the last time i tried, it didn't have the button at the bottom that submits what you wrote and therefore ate my entry.
so , a lot has been on my mind lately. big surprise there, i bet none of you have ever heard of me having a lot on my mind. *im too sarcastic for my own good sometimes* i don't know where my life is taking me or if it is even going anywhere anyways. life just seems useless and like a waste of time. i hate going to school, i hate going to class, i hate studying, i hate people (more than i used to). i was never like this in high school. no, don't get me wrong, i don't miss high school in the least, but i miss how i was in high school, kinda. i have changed significantly, i have recently become aware. i don't know when these changes happened, just that they did. i woke up one morning last week with an idea in my head. the old me would have been able to just shake it and go on with my life, but this me that i am now, still can't get rid of this one inparticular thought.
i am much more open minded than i ever used to be, this is one change that i like. but i miss being good at school and always being studious, on time, motivated to do my studies, and good grades. but now ive turned into the typical college student, or maybe not even that high up. i hardly ever go to class( no will to do so whatsoever) , let alone study. i have next to no hours, shall i continue? well, i think i might actually go to biology today, but who knows, i'll probably change my mind between here and there.
more later, maybe, if i get that far.....
sareece
so , a lot has been on my mind lately. big surprise there, i bet none of you have ever heard of me having a lot on my mind. *im too sarcastic for my own good sometimes* i don't know where my life is taking me or if it is even going anywhere anyways. life just seems useless and like a waste of time. i hate going to school, i hate going to class, i hate studying, i hate people (more than i used to). i was never like this in high school. no, don't get me wrong, i don't miss high school in the least, but i miss how i was in high school, kinda. i have changed significantly, i have recently become aware. i don't know when these changes happened, just that they did. i woke up one morning last week with an idea in my head. the old me would have been able to just shake it and go on with my life, but this me that i am now, still can't get rid of this one inparticular thought.
i am much more open minded than i ever used to be, this is one change that i like. but i miss being good at school and always being studious, on time, motivated to do my studies, and good grades. but now ive turned into the typical college student, or maybe not even that high up. i hardly ever go to class( no will to do so whatsoever) , let alone study. i have next to no hours, shall i continue? well, i think i might actually go to biology today, but who knows, i'll probably change my mind between here and there.
more later, maybe, if i get that far.....
sareece