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I'm not trying to be poetic but
Today I realized that the cross around my neck is shiny on the side that faces the world
And rusted over on the side that faces me.
It's because it faces me that it is rusted, but it still makes me think
maybe it's good that I'm finally trying to actually be what I've always pretended to be.
I love the times when, no matter what's going on around you, things get quiet and all you hear is your heart beat. The world seems to stop. As if people quiet down because they understand you.
Today has been one of those days. The human days where human things go wrong and piss you off even though you know you are stronger than it and shouldn't let simple nothings bother you.
But the contrast is good. I fell in the morning and rose in the evening. It's nice to view the same day with two different sets of eyes.
People are amazingly interesting when you stare at them.
Earlier I wanted to yell at a girl because she tapped on a can of pop before she opened it, then opened it wrong, and it was diet mountain dew. But really what a cute situation the both of us were in there.
Today I realized that the cross around my neck is shiny on the side that faces the world
And rusted over on the side that faces me.
It's because it faces me that it is rusted, but it still makes me think
maybe it's good that I'm finally trying to actually be what I've always pretended to be.
I love the times when, no matter what's going on around you, things get quiet and all you hear is your heart beat. The world seems to stop. As if people quiet down because they understand you.
Today has been one of those days. The human days where human things go wrong and piss you off even though you know you are stronger than it and shouldn't let simple nothings bother you.
But the contrast is good. I fell in the morning and rose in the evening. It's nice to view the same day with two different sets of eyes.
People are amazingly interesting when you stare at them.
Earlier I wanted to yell at a girl because she tapped on a can of pop before she opened it, then opened it wrong, and it was diet mountain dew. But really what a cute situation the both of us were in there.